stay humble.

no one is better than anyone.

melbourne <3

so living in melbourne has been quite an adventure. I finally feel settled and Carlton North feels like home <3

I have been lucky enough to have Jane visit and my mummy, Jesska arrives in about 2weeks yay!

Benjamin has been so good to me that sometimes i feel i cannot repay him enough. I never really saw myself falling in love with anyone else but my first true love but i guess i was wrong. Melbourne and Ben are now my life and i know that once again i don't know the boundaries of love. Ben gives me everything my soul craves plus so much more! I'm so blessed to have him and i will do everything to keep him. I love him.

silence speaks louder than words.

just breathe.

jesska crush <3

i love her as much as i could love a girl. if i could be sexually attracted to any girl or what they have inside then i would be with her <3

so close no matter how far.

<3

whenever i can't sleep i fill my hot tub up and i relax in it while candles burn and music plays. i wish sleep would embrace me more..

soon you'll find.

the most beautiful thing is the night sky <3

i am just a loner.

my drug <3

I have never wanted something so bad. Let me occupy your mind, like you do mine <3

betrayal?

what defines betrayal?
i guess i have to let go and forgive but i can't forget.
i really do feel like it is a blessing.
my slate is now clean and i can let go of my burden of guilt.

a reminder

a reminder on my ribs <3

until the end of time <3

sometimes you meet people who you know you will love until the end of time.

was this what we hoped for?

And my heart feels sick

And it hurts when I speak

And this is not what I hoped for..