jesska crush <3




i love her as much as i could love a girl. if i could be sexually attracted to any girl or what they have inside then i would be with her <3
so close no matter how far.


<3


whenever i can't sleep i fill my hot tub up and i relax in it while candles burn and music plays. i wish sleep would embrace me more..

soon you'll find.


the most beautiful thing is the night sky <3

i am just a loner.

my drug <3


I have never wanted something so bad. Let me occupy your mind, like you do mine <3

betrayal?

what defines betrayal?
i guess i have to let go and forgive but i can't forget.
i really do feel like it is a blessing.
my slate is now clean and i can let go of my burden of guilt.